Cornel West preaches, “Get Funky”

It almost didn’t matter what Cornel West said, it was the cadence of his voice that grabbed me. A blues man, an intellectual chiding us to live the unsettled, or funky life. I identified with him.

“Greed has been running amok since Reaganism, for 30 or 40 years now,” West bellowed. We live in it’s-an-all-about-me society, in a”culture of mass distraction.” Instead, he insists, to be a more humane society we must help the poor and the vulnerable.

“Indifference to evil is more evil than evil itself,”  said West, quoting Rabbi Abraham Heschel.

Brother West — he calls everyone he speaks to or about “brother” or “sister” — spoke, no sang, to more than 2,500 brothers and sisters at the UA’s Centennial Hall last night. (Who knows how many people were turned away; security peopel had to lock the doors. It was a free event, but still, I’ve never seen so many people trying to get into the place.)

West kept reminding the largely student audience, “you come to the University of Arizona to learn how to die. Any time you give up a prejudice, a presupposition, it’s a form of death.” And I loved this, “Education is the moment you realize your worldview rests on pudding.”

I always wanted my students to be confused (funky?). Question dogma, i.e. history. So I definitely got down with Brother West.

“Who has the courage these days to wrestle with the truth?” he asked. “We have a mean-spirited political party on one side and a milquetoast party on the other.”

His references to Washington and Jefferson — old white guys who strove to overthrow imperialist shackles but who owned slaves — raised another essential educational goal. If you’re anti-imperialist and anti-slavery, “how do you hold two opposing ideas in your mind at the same time and still be able to function?” Wrestle with the unsettled life?

“And don’t talk to me about the budget,” roared West, noting that “since 1975 we’ve spent 301 billion on a Marshall Plan — to incarcerate people in prisons. And we always have enough money for Iraq, Afghanistan and now Libya.”

How do we deal with the poor and most vulnerable among us? Our priorities are warped. “In the Age of Obama,” he said, “I was break-dancing for a few days. But even with black folk in the White House it’s hard to keep track of black folk in public housing.”

West said he had hoped that Obama would provide a more humane vision for America, but choosing Larry Summers and Timothy Gauthier as economic advisers immediately showed him that the White House would be an “extension of investment bankers.”

Still, life must be about hope — not optimism — and that’s the blues, said West. “BB King still sings ‘Nobody loves me like my mama and she may be jivin’ too.’ That’s hope.”

Amen, Brother.

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It’s all about the brain

If I were younger and smarter I’d study neuroscience. All those fascinating connections, how we’re actually wired for cooperation — not intra-species violence — but greed has taught us otherwise, at least us Americans. I don’t believe obsessive greed is part of “human nature,” as I often hear people dismissively say.

And you know, poor people are always taking advantage of the rich. Politicians complain about Mexican families trekking hundreds of miles across Arizona’s scorching Sonoran Desert so they can have “anchor babies” who become U.S. citizens.

Some of the wealthiest among us disapprove of a health care law that provides medical treatment for 50 million uninsured Americans. It’s that old let-them- work-for-it-that’s-what-my-grandfather-did mentality.

The brain is far more flexible than our outward characteristics allow us to believe.

Now we have scientific proof that the brain is responsible for our psychological makeup — and our physical health. An overweight, abused, listless teenager is more likely to suffer from medical problems her entire life.

In 2007, Dr. Nadine Burke at San Francsico’s Bayview Child Health Center, or “The Poverty Clinic,” found herself “thinking increasingly about the problems she couldn’t immunize her patients against.” Doctors aren’t supposed to be concerned about their patients’ real lives.

But one day in the fall of 2008, Whitney Clarke, a psychologist who had recently joined the clinic’s staff, handed Burke a six-year-old medical article that he had read online, ‘The Relationship of Adverse Childhood Experiences to Adult Health: Turning Gold into Lead,’ by Vincent J. Felitti. Everything changed for Burke.

“The Poverty Clinic” discusses more recent research, which has led Burke to evaluate what she sees in her clinic differently. “In many cases,” she says, “what looks like a social situation is actually a neurochemical situation.”

Read the article. This is great stuff.

 

 

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Wildcats Meet Huskies

I’m a fair weather basketball fan. I like the most exciting games, which are usually played during the playoffs. Sometimes in the regular season I’ll turn on a Celtics game to see if I can find my brother, who’s had season’s tickets four rows behind the Celtics bench for many years. He’ll often call to tell me what he’s wearing, but I still can’t seem to locate him.

Guess I have odd reasons for watching basketball games. Besides the excitement — and the fact I can understand the game — I enjoy observing the jubilant winning team. Dan has pointed out that he’s never seen anyone be a sports fan for such a flimsy reason.

Guess I’ll also have to admit that I’m a UCONN alum. What could be cuter than a big white fluffy mascot?

On Saturday, when Tucson’s beloved University of Arizona Wildcats met the Huskies, I figured history would burst through and I would break into “Connecticut UCONN Huskies, Victory Again for the White and Blue…” But I didn’t. By the second half, I wanted the Wildcats to win. Why? Then everyone in Tucson would be happy. Hell, if that’s all it takes, why not?

Yesterday, we watched the Kentucky/North Carolina game. Those incredibly long shots, all those guys wanting so badly to win. But my favorite part was when Kentucky won and a young black player approached his white coach, who — as they both grinned broadly — grabbed the player in a bear hug and planted a kiss on his cheek.

I remember being a kid in the 1950s. My brother and mother were fierce Brooklyn Dodger fans. All the hoopla then was about Jackie Robinson, the first black baseball player in major league baseball.

If you’re unfamiliar with that highlight of Civil Rigths history, check out “Teammates” by Peter Golenbock, a children’s picture book that so perfectly tells the story of Robinson and Pee Wee Reese’s friendship. Reese, who was white, took a courageous stand and refused to stay in hotels where his teammate wasn’t welcome.

Who says nothing has changed in these United States of America?

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Geraldine Ferraro (1935-2011)

It was 1984. How proud I was that a woman was finally nominated as vice president. How excited I was to hear Geraldine Ferraro speak at an authors’ breakfast at the American Booksellers Convention that year.

I was bad. She was eating a muffin but I went up to the three-term congresswoman from Queens with one of my OZ Books yellow and green postcards and asked her if she would please sign it for my seven-year-old daughter, Brook.

She was gracious. I think she understood how much her candidacy meant to women, to their daughters, to herstory. In “A Last Word” New York Times interview, Ferraro recalls an old woman coming up to her, whispering in her ear, “I never thought I would live to see this day.”

Ferraro also admits that if she had won two primaries in the 1990s and had become a U.S. senator, she probably would have run for president in 2000. She would have made a good one. She was tenacious. Ferraro started her lawyering career fighting for rape victims, abused women and children.

Geraldine Ferraro died today after a 12-year battle with blood cancer.

I don’t get why the New York Times didn’t recognize her death as the top online photo and news story of the day. Elizabeth Taylor’s death made it to the top headline. Taylor was an avid AIDS activist and in the public eye for seven decades. She deserves respect.

But in my mind, there’s no comparison to Geraldine Ferraro — she advanced the power of women forever.

 

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To speak or not to speak

On my walk yesterday morning I passed a young man, probably an African immigrant, starting his day. He’s leaving his sleeping spot, carrying lots of blankets and a water bottle. We pass each other quietly. I wonder if he recognizes me from other walks, other cool Tucson mornings.

Should I speak to him? At least say good morning? I want to know his story, where he came from in his colorful cap, why he’s in Tucson. How did he come to be homeless?

I say nothing.

Recently, I read “Speak” by Laurie Halse Anderson. What a terrific YA novel (known as young adult but really for young teens)! Having been out of the children’s book loop since I closed Oz Books in 1997, “Speak” was a revelation.

It immediately took me back to high school — as a student, teacher and parent.

“I am outcast,” Melinda, the teen protagonist, tells readers. All because she called the police at a summer party. Kids got in trouble for drinking.

She was raped.

But Melinda couldn’t speak about it, even though all her friends summarily abandoned her for her ratty deed.

Were they so self-absorbed that they didn’t want to know her side of the story? Her  former friends played the blame game while she suffered alone.

She took art. Mr. Freeman has a “big old grasshopper body, like a stiltwalking circus guy. Nose like a credit card sunk between his eyes. But he smiles at us as we file into class…Welcome to the only class that will teach you how to survive, he says. Welcome to art.”

Mr. Freeman is the sanest person she knows, Melinda tells us.

Isn’t it wonderful when somebody, maybe the most unexpected person, steps forward to help? Melinda finally speaks about the rape because she wants to protect her former best friend who starts to date “Andy Beast.”

I feel a little guilty for not speaking to the homeless man who passes me on the streets of Tucson. I hope he’s okay.

 

 

Reading “Speak” I was whisked back to high school — both as a student and as a teacher. The dialogue, both inner and outer rang true. Anderson is a talented writer who’s able to convey the horror of her character’s experience, yet also give us plenty of kindness and even humor.

 

 

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Letting go — and embracing the ’60s

It’s happening. I’m ready to embark on the last stage of life — no, not death — but the life of a person growing old. I’m ready to leave major organizing and hard work to younger folks. Going gray, which if you’ve been reading my blog, you know has been a big decision. It’s time to write about the past — and let it be.

I’ve had an interesting life, from the ’60s when I didn’t drop acid like most of my contemporaries, to picking up and driving cross-country to  start a new life in Tucson eight years ago. I arrived at dusk on Sept. 25, 2002, my daughter Brook’s 25th birthday.

“I don’t know what I’m going to do now,” I said to myself, “but I did it.”

Last weekend, I heard three authors at the Tucson Festival of Books say they were able to give up the ’60s, although Mark Rudd lit up talking about changing the U.S. government’s policy toward the Vietnam war with our massive demonstrations. I agree. I was there.

My old friend Martha Dudman said she was apolitical now. And Mark noted that the best thing in his life has been becoming a grandfather. Not something we young revolutionaries considered all those years ago.

When I turn 65 in June I can look back or plunge forward.

I want to dance more. Maybe take tango lessons? I recently bought my first art, and it’s brought me a lot of joy. But maybe I want to paint too.

Martha was telling me how she memorizes favorite poems while walking miles around the village of Northeast Harbor, Maine. A few years back, I memorized “Wild Geese” by Mary Oliver. How I loved to recite that poem. But I’ve forgotten it.

Looking to the second half of my 60s and beyond, when we’re supposed to engage in brain exercise as well as physical exercise. So here goes, I like the idea of re-memorizing “Wild Geese” and other lovely poems.

I didn’t drop acid 40 years ago because I didn’t want to jeopardize any brain power I had. I’ve regretted not participating in that part of the ’60s, but who knows, maybe it was the right thing to do. Anyway, power to the 60s!

 

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Books Win!

I’ve always had my kids, my dear friends and Mount Desert Island family,  and more recently Dan and his family. Now I have my Tucson Festival of Books family.

Roaming around the University of Arizona campus, or seeing fellow author committee members in the audience while I was moderating “Right On! Far Out! Looking Back at the Sixties,” made me smile. We knew what it took to make the festival happen — monthly meetings, hundreds of e-mails, phone calls and more meetings.

Guest authors and my history/memoir/biography committee members have been sending e-mails about the fantastic energy at the festival. It felt so safe.

It’s estimated that 100,000 people attended the festival this year. It’s  the fourth largest book festival — after Los Angeles, Chicago and Miami — in the United States.

How did we do it in a city where the Tucson Unified School District is in court trying to uphold its right to teach ethnic studies, in a state that’s 49th in per capita per pupil spending, with a Republican-dominated legislature that keeps cutting spending for higher education?

The festival’s great success is really pretty simple. We worked together toward a common goal, our love of books. Kudos to Bill and Brenda Viner for having the idea and following through. Nothing seemed to stop them and their co-founders. And now, what I hear so often is that the festival is “so well organized.”

I’m pretty sure the gun show that took place at the Pima County Fairgrounds this weekend didn’t have as large a crowd as the book festival. (If they did I don’t want to know).

I recall seeing the first photo of Jared Loughner, the shooting rampage suspect of Jan. 8, as a volunteer at last year’s Tucson Festival of Books. What happened to him between then and now? That’s another story, but it’s obvious that he wasn’t getting the support or care that he needed in his life.

Can’t we work together to reach some agreement on gun control? It’s pretty difficult when the head honchos the National Rifle Association refuse to even talk with the President of the United States.

I keep thinking about Mark Rudd’s mantra: “Don’t mourn. Organize.” I won’t soon forget it.

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History/Memoir/Biography at the Tucson Festival of Books!

Our dedicated committee has lined up a stellar roster of authors for this literary weekend that makes Tucson shine. I’m so proud to be a part of it!

Thanks to committee members Holly Schaffer of UA Press, Corey Knox of UA Women’s Studies, Gwen Harvey author of “Esperanza Means Hope” and anthropologist, Kate Reeve and Bruce Dinges of the Arizona Historical Society, for making history together.

Here are just a few of the events we’ve planned:

Saturday, 10 a.m., Gallagher Theater, “Becoming America: Immigration Memoirs Across the Decades,” with Ishmael Beah, former child soldier in Sierra Leone and author of “A Long Way Gone”; former Arizona Gov. Raul Castro, author of “Adversity Is My Angel” and the state’s only Hispanic governer; and UC Berkeley history professor Paula Fass, author of “Inheriting the Holocaust: A Second Generation Memoir.”

“Be the Moon; Stories of War and Hope” with Ishmael Beah, at 1 p.m., Integrated Learning, 130.

Also at 1 p.m.”Parenting Memoirs: Maine to California,” with Martha Tod Dudman, author of “Augusta, Gone”; Paula Fass, author of many books on American childhood; and Peter Likins, former UA president and author of  “A New American Family. A Love Story,” Koffler, 216.

Simon Ortiz in Conversation with Leslie Marmon Silko, a Tucson literary treasure whose memoir “The Turquoise Ledge” was recently published, Chemistry, 111.

On Sunday at 11:30 a.m., following “Right On! Far Out! Looking Back at the ’60s” at 10 a.m. in the Gallagher Theater, delve into “Epic Stories: Journalists Write the American West.”

Tired yet, or overstimulated but had enough coffee? I’m going for the gelato.

At 2:30 p.m., head back to the Gallagher Theater for Pulitzer Prize Winner T.J. Stiles in conversation with Paul Hutton.

Gee, you could just camp out at the theater for two days, emerge for a little sunshine and gelato.

There’s lots more happening in history/memoir/biography.

But yeah, I really want to hear my good friend Thacher Hurd discuss writing and illustrating books for boys at 1 p.m. on Saturday in the Education Building, 349. “Bongo Fishing,” his first chapter book, is so fun! His talk is at the same time as the parenting panel that my other dear friend Martha Dudman will be on…and I can’t miss Mark Rudd’s “Writers as Social Activists” workshop on Sunday at 11:30 a.m. at Integrated Learning, 135.

More coffee, anyone?

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I am curious gray

Gray is okay. I’ll be 65 in June, a true senior citizen. What makes me lively, hip and cool isn’t my hair, is it?

I don’t want the chemicals seeping into my scalp. I want to save time and money. I’m told that I have “bright” gray hair. And I can always change my mind. But I’m curious.

Men look great with shimmery gray hair; they’re even sought after for their elegant appearance. Women look old, which is the established norm. When I first moved to Tucson eight years ago a very straightforward friend said, “You’ll never meet a man with that mop of gray hair. You look like a grandmother!”

Lately, I’ve thought it would be nice to be a grandmother someday. I’m of that age. If it doesn’t happen, I’ll still have plenty to do in my life (no pressure B and E).

Dan was the one who brought the salon.com story about going gray to my attention. He even encouraged me to consider it.

The other day I told a colleague about my determination to stop coloring my hair, mentioning that a few friends admitted they couldn’t return to gray because “they would look old.” My colleague replied that her 90-year-old mother-in-law still bleaches her hair blond “so she won’t look old, but she is f****ing old!”

Returning to the ’60s at the Tucson Festival of Books panel next Sunday and writing a story about the heyday of children’s bookselling 30 years ago are appropriate memory jolts. Both will take me to another time in my life. How about going gray, brightly?

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Books or guns?

Here’s your choice: Attend the Tucson Festival of Books on the UA campus the weekend of March 12-13, or the gun show at the Pima County Fairgrounds.

Remember the saying, guns or butter? Fight or eat. Anger or compassion. Dominance or cooperation. You get the picture.

But guns or books? No question for me, that’s obvious. Others don’t feel the same.

Guns: Be active, outdoors; aim at targets and watch them fall.

Books: Delve into stories, take a trip, use your imagination.

I’m sure there’s a more nuanced view of the differences between the two activities. Both take us out of ourselves. We all need an escape hatch once in awhile.

I’m trying to cross a line and understand why many Arizonans believe we need weapons on campus, so that the good guys can protect themselves.

How can this possibly make sense when there’s no gun safety class requirement in the state? Law enforcement officials are trained to use guns — what a concept! Now the strange powers that be in Phoenix really expect young guys (let’s face it that’s who will arm themselves) to responsibly tote guns?

Consider macho, or wanting to be cool, possibly drunk young men with guns wandering among college students, anytime day or night.

Ron Barber, one of the victims of the Jan. 8 shooting rampage in Tucson said in an interview, appearing in this week’s Tucson Weekly, “Nothing in my whole life even remotely prepared me for something like this. It was just horrific: And I know I’ll be dealing with it forever.”

So don’t go to the Tucson Festival of Books. Read books on campus. That’s what you’re there for, not to go looking for bad guys.

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